He became the first person who often became a place for me to ask when I didn't understand something.

Have a story about an effort to forgive? Both forgiving yourself and others? Or maybe you have experience related to forgiveness and forgiveness? An apology can sometimes make a big difference in our lives. Even an attempt to forgive can give us deep meaning even for others. Like the story of a friend  do you have friends who remind each other in kindness? A friend who inspired me to become a more forgiving person, I still remember until now. Me, Kanaya and my friend Ruma formed friendships when we both worked in a company. Like glue and stamps, we are so close. He became the first person who often became a place for me to ask when I didn't understand something. I often wonder, what makes us close? Maybe because we are from the same city (Wonogiri) or maybe we were born in the same year or our workplace is just next to each other. I don't know, for sure I'm grateful to have it. But, friendship is always a test. Once, the manager instructed my best friend to move to a room far away from me. It immediately made me sad because I had to separate even though I was still in the same company. But I'm afraid he has a new friend and will forget me. Maybe it's just my feeling. Actually he still treated me very well as before, but my selfishness felt he was ignoring me like closing my eyes.  A few weeks after his move, maybe my friend felt something was different from me. I became more silent when he met me. He still often asks me about eating or not. He always greeted me first. He still approached me a lot. But my attitude was like an indifferent person. I know I'm wrong. The things I worry about actually come from myself. The change that I feared actually came from myself. Not my friend has changed, but me.