How do I give a voice to the sound I can't hear in my head?
To the slaughter most of the time I have been led
Countless times hot tears I have shed
I got pushed through the thorns of life and oh boy! I bled
With pains and discomfort, I laid down on life's thorny bed
I keep looking up to God for the Manna but I can't even see the bread
There was no good Samaritan in sight as many people left me for dead
The birds of the air thought I was gone and came to be fed
They fled when they saw me move and saw my eyes, red
How do I give sense to what goes through my head when I don't understand it?
How do I make sense out of madness when there is no sanity in sight?
How do I understand what love is as I've never witnessed one?
How do I give what I don't have or haven't been exposed to?
A lot of people go through life without understanding what they can do. A lot of people get frustrated daily and depression slips in. Those who are supposed to make things a bit easier are the ones that cause them the greatest pain in life. Where they felt they would get help, the door got slammed on their faces and they felt pushed to the corner.
Nothing would ever make sense in life but we are the ones to make sense of our existence in this life. We often look to others to fill us up, to make us happy but that is the mistake that most people make. No one can or should make you happier than you would do for yourself. When you commit your happiness to the hands of others, they would always drop the ball because they don't understand what it means to you as everyone is focused on what they want for themselves.
Who do you see when everyone leaves the room? Who do you see when you look into the mirror? Who do you see in your corner when the worst happens? You! Your happiness should be your priority and yours alone. Stop committing your life into the hands of those who have no vested interest in it because more often than not, they would always drop it... EVERY TIME.
Cheers.
Gingered Up! ❣️

