Lose all illusions

My hopes float in the midst of despair
He smiles behind all the bad omens
So much is wanted, so much hope is wasted
Suddenly I lose everything I get.

There is nothing to be gained in this world, only movement
All the illusions that is gone by zero is lost.

Is all this in your absence, in your emptiness?
Why do you lose the cable again and again after getting a little!
Still, it remains to be seen why he lost so much hope
Why is it hard to remember the hope of getting this greed!