If you can't find someone to talk to! Somehow being alone is deeply ingrained. Living under the half-open roof of the social city, I understand that people actually talk. Basically, people exist inside words. The depth of friendship developed between two people is based on how many words they exchanged. It is true that friendships are formed with dumb people too, but it is the same thing there; The word comes through the silent language of moving hands and mouth. That's the point. Subset of exchange of ideas. What a strange calculation. The friendship that will develop with people who talk a lot does not always stand as a line drawn in all cases. Here comes a rule. What is the depth of speech? The depth of words exchanged can also give a relationship deep intimacy. Intellectual matter sapper! I understand that I am lacking in socialization. A little short spoken and backward people.
I don't claim to be a fast learner but I can adapt to any situation and environment quickly. Still, the matter is not resolved. The number and depth of conversation does not touch the surface of my circle. This is a very easy existence to hide and save. There is a simple calculation in this lightness of existence. Fear of being alone like monophobia is not anxiety attack! Being constantly alone is extremely soothing. One can stand on the balcony and chat with Canopus and Ludbhak on these nice breezy nights.


